reality

Sometimes we feel strangled, upset, saaaaad.
Sometimes we want to get red of our reality, our grief, but we couldn't.
Short happiness, long sadness, when will life turn?!
I stand a while in front of my self asking her when will u settle, when will u stay on one side?!
Why those who promised to forgive all our faults, forget their promises!?
Why those who love us so much, suddenly in one minute turn their love into hatred, did they mean it? Have they ever put their selves in our place? I bet that they have,
I admit that I siege my self in a bad kind of characters but I am not happy with this manners, can I change, I wish I could exchange, but which character I will run with, is it easy to find this one?